not so my first entry

Every time i finish read a novel.
I feel myself want to be one of the novelist.
To be just like one of my fellow friend.
To gain 'passive income' as what Rich*Dad*Poor*Dad always mention in those book.
Actually as i notice by reading a book, I slowly learn what 'myself need'.

Oh stops this crap!
I write in English because i just finished read this book by Sophi*e Kins*ella title 'Remember_me?'. its totally a hilarious book to read.
Oh no, i cant be serious to write all this in English?
but why not give a try.

i gotto admit that i'm not so good with English.
yes, i can easily communicate in English, and thanks to Sophie for the unnoticed-teaching-me-that-through-her-books
i also can easily 'switch my tongue' as if i speak slang-english.
yeah i notice, people easily get impress if you speak with a correct-english-slang-and-please-minimise-your-grammatically-error
and quite sometime they dont bother your grammar at all... or is it because they also not so clear with all the grammar in this world of english language..
i hate when i have to come out with one complete my very own sentence.
especially to write it in academic way.
and frankly speak, this is my very first entry using fully english words.

i manage to write this-because this is blog.
no specific rules apply.
you are free to write with your 'own sentence' or at least expression of words.
no one will marks and give you any marks.
i feel annoyed everytime my english teacher start doodle my essay with their red pens.
last time during my schoolhood, i totally hate english subject!!
in contras, i dont feel the hate at all in my math class.
and that's why i end up here - teaching math not english!
as far im writing all this, i notice i keep right click my mouse to check all the correct words that im using here in this entry.
gotto admit i easily get confuse with english spelling...
and not to forget those grammar rules which somehow get me into confuse everytime i try to re-learning in back! ops! do we have re-learning in english??

so that's all for a start as for this blog.
yes, i have couple of blogs with hundreds of entry posted in my previous days.
i wrote all that in Malay language.
i usually write depends on my mood.
i enjoy read back all my entries sometime.
sadly, i just miss all those missing entry i wrote during my first introduce to this world of blogging back at years 2003.
i think diaryland just format their storage. and gone missing all my teenagehood entries.

i plan to make this blog as a place to express my ideas and hopefully come out with my very first novel. hope so!
but im not plan to write the novel in English.
or perhaps i can give a try...

till then meet me soon on my very first chapter of my enovela!